how come you can be selfish and i can't ask for selfish things? what was the point of all this anyway?

unfair. and all i want is to even things out so i can move on. thing is, it's impossible. it's like you want a clean slate for yourself but i can't have it myself. am i asking too much? since when did you know about too much, anyway? it wasn't too much for you when you intentionally lied to my face. it wasn't too much for you that you left me without explaining anything in a time that everything IS too much for me. so unfair, it's impossible to forget. God help me.