no game no fame

and even if i want to my system just wont get in tune. its not true, what they say about children taking after their parents. i can't cheat. i can't get myself to lie to people; atleast lie to them when i know it will hurt them. and it sucks that people around me could do it and i can't. fuck even if i get myself into it i keep running from it. what the hell is wrong with me? and what the hell is wrong with people who can just lie to my face and tell me shit? i don't deserve it and even if i want to fucking get even it just doesn't work that way for me. it won't. NO FUCKING MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT TO!!!! and it angers me, DAMN IT.